Oh, For the love of all things holy, make it stop already!
Posted August 25th 2006
Don’t look a gift horse in the mouth
Current mood: sick
Why is it these days that no one is able to appreciate the things they’re given?
I don’t understand why no matter how much you give, it never seems to be good enough.
People can’t take NO for an answer. Maybe means yes, and please is just something we say when we are pretending to be adults.
I wish that selective hearing had gone out with the 50’s and we could all own up to our desires and be honest with each other.
I would love if all could quit the drama, and not assume that everything around us is about us.
I make my fair share of bullshit. I try my best to own up to my mistakes, to be forgiving and honest with myself and with others.
I just think we could all do better in life to respect each other, and understand that we all have limitations, and it’s not our place to judge each other, but to try to understand why we are who we are instead.
Posted August 2nd 2006
god damned army!
Current mood: irate
omfg! I want to scream at the top of my lungs, but it’s too frickin late at night and I want to kill all humans! Fcking insomnia, fckin oversleeping, fcking D&D, fcking noisy ass-window scratching-banging shit around yowling cat of mine. (I love animals, but lately I want to kill this one too)
if I were still totally OCD, i might be able to deal with all the shit going on right now, but i am not and i don’t have a fcking schedule, and my kids not really listening to me and I really just want several large objects that react well to blunt force trauma to beat senseless for a while.
MOOCH!!!!! Shut Up! fcking cat! did I mention it’s 3:30?
Posted July 18th 2006
Lust
Current mood: determined
So…
Have you ever had a moment that you wish you could make last forever?
Touched someone you never wanted to take your hands off of?
Been so enchanted you forget where you are?
I love LUST!
I find it so unfortunate that it’s been scientifically proven that one cannot stay in a state of lust forever because our frail bodies aren’t capable of supporting that kind of chemical onslaught for more than a short length of time.
Posted June 20th 2006
10 Layers :Cathy’s fault
Current mood: calm
10 LAYERS OF ME!
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Laurel Noelle
Birth date: December 25th
Current Location: Los Angeles
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Brown & Black, some white…I need to dye it.
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: I am a double Capricorn
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: German, Czech, English & Welsh
What Shoes: Boots!
Your fears: Fear itself
Your perfect pizza: Very light sauce, TON of cheese, fresh basil, onions, canadian bacon- sliced thin or chicken.
Goal you’d like to achieve: Now that’s my problem…?
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your most overused phrase: God Damned Army ( no relation to Bush or our current situation)
Your thoughts first waking up: Cigarette.
Your best physical feature: Hair
Your bedtime: Never when it should be, always late
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald’s or Burger King: Neither, Jack in the Box
Single or group dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Yuck Labels.
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: Yes, but I keep trying to quit
Curse: “you see, is what it is, is like Fuck!”
Take a shower: Um, yeah, maybe not as often as I should but yeah.
Like(d) high school: Some of it yes, some no
Get motion sickness: on really windy roads
Think you’re a health freak: NO. I wish I was sometimes
Do you get along w/ your parents: My dad, not really my mom
Like thunderstorms: Good for dancing naked in… LOve them!!!!!!!!
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: Yes
Gone to the mall: No
Been on stage: Yes
Been dumped: No
Gone skating: No
Gone skinny-dipping: No
Dyed your hair: Not yet
Been Kissed: Yes
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yes
Gotten beaten up: Yes
Changed who you were to fit in: i hope not, but who knows?
LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married: Am Married
Describe your dream wedding: Had it.
What country would you most like to visit: Japan
LAYER NINE: IN A GUY
Best eye color?: Green
Best hair color?: Brown
Short or long hair: Long
Height: Taller
Best first date location:anywhere but really cheap restaurants like McD’s.
Articles of clothing: Sexy but relaxed.
Best first kiss location: Anywhere (seconding Cathy’s opinion here)
LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I can trust: 5
Number of CD’s I own: Lots
Number of piercings: 5
Number of times been on T.V: I don’t know, but that’s a long story and one I am not at liberty to divulge
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper?: 2
Number of scars on my body: Can’t count them. lots.
Number of things in my past that I regret: ou what you are, and how do I know I should regret something if I can’t know it would have made me happier or better?
Posted June 17th 2006
putting my house in order
Current mood: exhausted
Well, it’s been two and a half months since we moved in to our new place down here near Malediction, and we are finally days away from being finished getting everthing put away in it’s proper place. It’s been some three odd years since I had seen most of my things, and I ended up getting rid of two thirds of it all. What’s left now are just those few things which are precious to me, and those objecst that while pretty in their own right, serve a doulbe purpose in our household as functioning acoutrements.
After our sewing projects are completed, it will feel like an ecclectic opium den. In the next month or two, I will be buying more plants, closing in our window with some screen, and purchasing enough sheer fabric to create a drape tentish accent on our ceiling. I also get to finally bring my snake over from my dad’s. That’s going to make me very happy.
Although, he does get free meals at my dad’s, as my cat, Aleister Meowley, that was once feral, and had decided he liked my dad’s big yard better than me, has brought my father a “present” recently, which my dad in turn fed to my snake. Heh. Food Chain.
My feet hurt, my back is sore from making all our books fit on our 8 foot bookshelf, but I feel good in my space, and I can’t wait to share it with my friends.
Posted December 19th 2005
I SUCK!
Current mood: creative
Yes, that’s right, you heard me, and I don’t mean golf balls thru garden hoses. I mean I suck in the sense I have said nothing for a fairly long period of time. I say, “oh, I am so busy”, and while that may have been part of it, I find that I had been sorely lacking the words I wanted just to use my voice. So I said nothing as though I were mute, and let emails slide as though blind. That being said, everything I have received I have read, If not said something to or made Bowen respond to. I have been somewhat busy, I got two cats fixed at the end of last month, dealt with a friend whose mother is getting dementia, Lost my wallet, or had it stolen, don’t know…prepared for Christmas and my son coming down, all the while living with my dad, in a mildly tense, sometimes arguementative situation, trying to keep everyone happy and maintain some semblance of having a real life according to others.
I (and Bo) did get my big present already this year, and can I just say, Unnnnnghghhhgggghhhh! So HOT! It’s a Nikon D50 digital camera that’s an SLR and we got a shit hot package even though it was overcharged. A monkey would have a hard time taking a reaallly bad photo with this camera, but since getting it on the 15th, I have taken so many really good pictures, and I don’t even have the camera figured out yet, we’re taking fairly basic menu options and the pictures are so good, (I am not boasting, honest) I can’t really put anything up yet, because we have to watermark everything and the program we are using just isn’t good enough…but, well, you will all see soon enough.
If you’re willing to go on my word and past photos- on my page and The Crew (our cat’s page) I could use the work!
I want to go professional anyway.
So there’s the news for this week, other than the wallet being gone and me trying desperately to figure out how to go out for New Year’s Eve. Anyone got a bright Idea?
Posted November 11 2005
Uhhhhmmmm.. grrrrr.
Current mood: devious
If there is a soul out there that has not been corseted, consider it bondage, voluntarily, to the Nth degree. I am in heaven. Sonya, I love you.. oh god, it fits…
To everybody else, current developments announce the possiblility of a new dungeon, give me a month or two…oh, the horror! Heh…keep your eyes glued to this blog.
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